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Re: intense primal fears

Jerry,

Wow. Sorry to hear of you going through so much anxiety. But I can tell you much about all that you are experiencing because you are almost exactly the same way as I am if not a perfect copy of my own fears, searching for God and suffering, etc.

The causes of your anxiety, however spiritual they may seem, most likely have physical or nutritional origins. That statement however is not at all to invalidate the spiritual aspects of your life and fears which are absolutely real and 100% valid. I will address both causes at great length hopefully for your great benefit and help.

I can duly relate to your feelings of "existential angst" and "unfathomable reason for existence" like the back of my own hand. I had suffered early onwards from the age of 14 and especially at age of 19 and until 50 years of age from such fears and even some wild kundalini experiences, continued attempts to be celibate, etc. for the same reasons as you are attempting to be celibate.

I remember often waking up in absolute terror around 2:00 in the early morning clinging to Yogananda's book, "Autobiography of a Yogi" because that book was usually the only source of comfort I ever had not just for "existential fears" but also the terrible injustices in this world.

Please read more of what I went through here: http://www.wholejoy.com/healinganxiety/afterlife.html regarding how I overcame not only terrible anxiety but also the fear of death. I am quite sure that this vital information can really, really help you too!

I imagine you must now have my website: http://www.wholejoy.com/healinganxiety/ available for you to look at also, correct? Which was probably how you found the rest of this site, and forum, right? Go there for the most specific and most helpful information I know of in how to deal with the "existential fear" and other negative moods, thoughts, etc. : http://www.wholejoy.com/healinganxiety/index.html#idealdiet This knowledge is essential information for you!

What especially helped me was a very alkaline diet yet high in complete protein and then adding a tablespoon of dolomite (make sure it is pure and not contaminated with heavy metals) with every 1.5 liters of ionized water and drinking plenty of that between meals instead of snacking. Did you get through to my site via my "About.com" article on ionized water? Then you would know also about the benefits and importance of ionized water which is beneficial because of is its very high alkalinity.

Your adrenals are probably not functioning well, and with all that kundalini activity, the minerals calcium and magnesium and lesser amounts of all other minerals become critical in whether of not you get well!

So please believe me and follow this most basic information and you should recover gradually. I also strongly suggest you see a naturopathic doctor because they usually spend much more time with the patient, treat causes instead of symptoms and only prescribe natural supplements and therapies without side effects.

This page might also be of interest to you if you have not seen it yet:
http://www.wholejoy.com/healinganxiety/kundalini.html

Many blessings and may you soon find peace and freedom from this anxiety!

Please write back soon when you have some time and let me know how you are progressing.