Well, I dusted myself off from my ice cream/waffle binge last night and here I am. I got up and walked for 45 minutes and it looks beautiful today so I will take a bike ride later after Mitch goes to preschool. I am OP today for sure! Thank you so much for all your replies and encouragement. I know that since I had flexies to cover it, it wasn't really falling off the wagon. It just feels that way. Believe it or not, I still have flexies left even now - only about 9, but still... they are there!!