Thanks for the advice guys. It's so hard. My husband didn't think it was a big deal and we had our friends there and my sisters. I can't believe that it affected me that way. I told myself it wasn't a big deal. I did learn years ago that my family and posterity was what was important. It just doesn't take away wishing that my parents could be that important too.

I do love them though.

((((((((Lisa)))))))))

Uki :)