Carrie, I'm so sorry to hear about your problems. You will certainly be in my prayers. Take care of yourself. You need to stay healthy for yourself and your kids. If it helps you, feel free to post here, even if it is just to vent
Carrie, I am so sorry that you are going through this. I will keep you and your children in my thoughts and prayers. I hope that you are able to get through all of this. Please stay strong for your children. This is going to be very hard on them too.