Weighed in at noon down .2 . I was happy especially after the weekend!
Started filling out job applications this afternoon. Not sure what is going to happen to my job so I thought I might just find a new one and then I wouldnt keep wondering day to day. I would take a 6 dollar paycut, got myself so stessed out with the what ifs. didnt even want to eat which is what usually happens. Broke down and cried and told myself I just cant be in contol of everthing but God is. I am a little more calm now. I know you dont all need to know this but it feels really good to say it to someone.
So now I am going to get off the computer and go do something else to get my mind of of all this.
